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At 20:11PM Feb. 15th. 2011, you were coming to this world and became my daughter.You were6.7 jin in weight and 52cm in length.I had planned to give birth to you naturally, however you were too naughty and I lost much blood, the doctor had to suggest me to have operation and took you out from my body.It was around 7 o'clock, I was pushed into the operation room, however because it was still Spring Festival time, so the doctors were busy in discussing what they were going to eat for dinner, no body cared about me, I was put aside bleeding for around 25 minutes, I was feeling so cold and started to call the nurse, she checked me and was hurried to call the doctor, because she saw I was bleeding a lot. Then I was finally pushed to the operation area and the doctor was still in a slow action, they were looking for their chairs and tools. Around 10 munites preparation, the operation started, I lost conciousness from waist until toes, but I could hear what the doctors and nurses were talking, they chatted about the bunus they got during the Spring Festival and what they ate for dinner. I also heard they said that you put the umbilical cord around your neck 2 circles and they said that choosing operation was right. Around 40 minutes, they told me that you were taken out and I heard a little cry from you, then a lould cry, I was feeling so exicted at that time. I asked the doctor " a boy or a girl?", the doctor said that she would tell me later. But from the cry, I could more or less knew you might be a girl. Yes, I was correct, after a few minutes (I knew that the nurse was cleaning you), the nurse took off the cover from my face and showed you to me and she told me that you were a lovely girl, she also put you close to my face and said : give a kiss to your lovely baby", that was my first touch to you, actually we should call it our first touch to each other. Because I planned to deliver you naturally, so I ate a little rice noodles for dinner that day, when the doctor told me to take operation, I knew that I should not have eaten anything 8 hours before the operation, however the doctor said that saving you were first important thing and there was no time to take the food out of my stomache. So after the operation, I vomitted all the food out, I was not comfortable, but I was happy that you were safe and you were a healthy baby.
Honey, the above shows the procedure that you came to this world. We named you as Bai Runqing, which means cool and elegant. Mommy was with you from the time that I went back to the hospital ward until you were 8 months' old, then mommy had to put you at grandparents' home and came back to work. This was a hard decision, however I got no choice, if bringing you back to our home in Guangdong, no one would take care of you when mommy and daddy went to work. Employing a babysitter to look after you, we would rather to put you with grandparents, that will be safer and they could take care of you much better than babysitter. Sweetie, mommy hope you could understand the arrangement when you grow up, we really got no choice, but to be apart from you for a while. Honey, please be good with grandparents and grow up quickly and keep healthy always.